Idiot

I'm so stupid
hit reality
don't lally in dreams


jerk!

thats all i need to know
thats all there really is
dont hope for meaningless things

that will get me


ABOSOLUTLY



NOWWHERE

so i need to get a grip of reality
and kick myself back into thinking straight

its been years!

be logicial!

dont' dally in the past!


i'm being waaaay too stupid about this.


and no matter how i feel!

no sight equals no fact


don't see!


stay away!

be emotion clean!


wash away that feeling of ugliness!

it doesn't exist for me!



be realistic!

that is who i am
that is the only way i'll survive ....