Hopeless

okay.. i really like a guy

is it wrong to? no! right?

well then, is it wrong to think about him all the time?

he won' get out of my mind?

my heart aches and yet jumps and moves around

making my lung neighbors kind of pissed off and my rib cage mad.

people say that if you look at their pictures and such its creepy!

stalker! they yell

then how else would i see him, when he's far away

how else can i know he's still alive when i've lost contact?

how else can i calm down my emotions that feel like its going to eat me up

and keeps me up till late at night?

not able to focus on anything else

and hardest of all, acting like nothings wrong

cause then i become a creep.

its amazing how nice it feels to know that that special someone is still out there somewhere

and pray and hope with all my heart that we'll meet again

and maybe this time it'll work

only to be disappointed yet again

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